time to let go

already? it's only the second day of the semester, and my personal life has evaporated. a little ahead of schedule, if you ask me. i don't like that every day i feel like a new person with a new mission. i certainly don't like that i oscillate between love and hate for some people who are very close to me within the course of a few hours. i wonder... who will i be by summertime?

i'm not quite sure. all i know is this - there won't be much time to post my blathering on any one of my (1,2,3,4!) blogs, so i guess i'll have to alternate. since i'm not entirely sure anyone has ever even seen this page yet, i guess it's no harm, no foul if i let it go till i find time. right? right?

(i feel like a little kid trying to confront the monster in the closet. i think you're out there, but i could just be typing this to myself.)

one year from now, i'll look at this entry and marvel at how clever/ridiculously stupid my words used to be.