sex and the city

after a long year of working at it little by little, i've finally seen the entire six seasons of sex and the city. it's really embarrassing when i watch stuff like that and i actually feel something, because then i feel like i'm just a pawn in the writer's game to make people squirm or cry or whatever it is they want us to do, but sex and the city is different. it raises a lot of questions (okay, that's a bad choice of phrase) about the way things really are, although i feel a lot better knowing that the real world is probably somewhere between mine and theirs. still, i feel like i've learned a lot about real relationships from watching theirs evolve and crumble and regenerate and cycle. i have been every single character on that show at one point or another in the last year and a half... but i ended up (at least thus far) turning out to be ME. and i like that.