what exactly does it mean?
i have another blog on xanga. i still write on it daily. it's never stuff that's really important or significant, but i've got a larger following there than i do here (especially since i'm not sure anyone reads this). lately i've taken to reading up on my site stats almost as much as i read my comments, and what's more exciting than a new comment is seeing that "she" has come and visit. she quit xanga. she's not supposed to be on it anymore, right? yet she visits more than once a day.
it's one more piece of a puzzle that is bugging me to no end. two nights ago, my phone rang for the first time in about a week. since it's been refusing to do that, i was excited enough, but then i pulled it out and saw that it was her. i was even more excited, except that i was watching the premiere of a show i did some work on, so i couldn't really answer it. thankfully, though, the show was almost over and about ten minutes later after the final bow, i called her back. she had already had a couple drinks i guess, but she denied calling me. this confused me a lot, but when she showed up yesterday and showed her my call log and then she admitted that she might have called me.
we got to talking about relationships and stuff yesterday. i don't know where she stands on closure from her last one, but it seems to me that we're both ready for one. not that either of us wants one. i certainly don't.
i don't know why i was so worried, though. she's just like me in so many ways. she is me. she told me she's not the kind of person to have a crush on someone. she ends up dating friends after she's become friends with them. i'm impressed. most girls can't handle that and they miss the best opportunities that way, not to mention stepping on guys that inevitably give up and date girls like my ex-girlfriend (because i was one of those guys waaay too many times before). so does this mean if i hang on for awhile, she'll want to date me? does she already? the pace of things has been pretty rapid, since we've spent so much time together walking up and down the streets of minneapolis with a video camera.
are we there yet?
it's one more piece of a puzzle that is bugging me to no end. two nights ago, my phone rang for the first time in about a week. since it's been refusing to do that, i was excited enough, but then i pulled it out and saw that it was her. i was even more excited, except that i was watching the premiere of a show i did some work on, so i couldn't really answer it. thankfully, though, the show was almost over and about ten minutes later after the final bow, i called her back. she had already had a couple drinks i guess, but she denied calling me. this confused me a lot, but when she showed up yesterday and showed her my call log and then she admitted that she might have called me.
we got to talking about relationships and stuff yesterday. i don't know where she stands on closure from her last one, but it seems to me that we're both ready for one. not that either of us wants one. i certainly don't.
i don't know why i was so worried, though. she's just like me in so many ways. she is me. she told me she's not the kind of person to have a crush on someone. she ends up dating friends after she's become friends with them. i'm impressed. most girls can't handle that and they miss the best opportunities that way, not to mention stepping on guys that inevitably give up and date girls like my ex-girlfriend (because i was one of those guys waaay too many times before). so does this mean if i hang on for awhile, she'll want to date me? does she already? the pace of things has been pretty rapid, since we've spent so much time together walking up and down the streets of minneapolis with a video camera.
are we there yet?
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