why i'm done with younger women
somehow this feels like the only place i can talk about this. it might have something to do with the fact that nobody reads any of this. anyhow, i mentioned a girl named claire. a couple times, in one way or another. after the last debacle with a girl, i thought i'd be better off taking some time away from "dating", whatever that is. and then i met claire again. i guess there's a lot to be said for chemistry, and we had a very brief fling. it was cut short because a friend of mine has a massive thing for her and while she's not interested in him, he's not interested in getting the point. rather than make it hard for people to be friends with each other (oops, too late, in some cases), she decided it'd be a better idea to wait awhile. and then suddenly, the other night, i'm on the phone with her and she tells me that she was talking to him. and that she really pissed him off. why, i ask.
"i met someone."
o-kaaaay.... i don't get this. claimed she hasn't felt anything in months and months, and she meets this guy and suddenly she's starting to feel again. my only question: why are you telling me this? are you trying to make me feel like shit? because before i was a little frustrated that timing didn't work in our favor, but i didn't really mind that things weren't going to happen with us. it was a pretty easy split, if you ask me. but now? i'm kind of hurt by the fact that meeting me meant SO little. i told her i didn't want a really serious relationship, but i absolutely didn't just want some sort of booty call, either. and she agreed. so, we were somewhere in between for a very insignificant amount of time. and then, suddenly, we were done, and in effect our whole thing turned into (basically) a one-night, one-time hookup. and now i feel slutty. and she probably doesn't even remember.
i guess the point of this is that i'm not sure why she thought she needed to tell me how amazing the new guy was. i don't care that she's dating someone else or that it wasn't me. i just don't want to have to think about the fact that i meant that little to anyone. i'm barely on the radar and i thought i meant a little more than that, i suppose.
"i met someone."
o-kaaaay.... i don't get this. claimed she hasn't felt anything in months and months, and she meets this guy and suddenly she's starting to feel again. my only question: why are you telling me this? are you trying to make me feel like shit? because before i was a little frustrated that timing didn't work in our favor, but i didn't really mind that things weren't going to happen with us. it was a pretty easy split, if you ask me. but now? i'm kind of hurt by the fact that meeting me meant SO little. i told her i didn't want a really serious relationship, but i absolutely didn't just want some sort of booty call, either. and she agreed. so, we were somewhere in between for a very insignificant amount of time. and then, suddenly, we were done, and in effect our whole thing turned into (basically) a one-night, one-time hookup. and now i feel slutty. and she probably doesn't even remember.
i guess the point of this is that i'm not sure why she thought she needed to tell me how amazing the new guy was. i don't care that she's dating someone else or that it wasn't me. i just don't want to have to think about the fact that i meant that little to anyone. i'm barely on the radar and i thought i meant a little more than that, i suppose.
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